Man it's been far too long since I have been on here and since I have updated. And man is there a ton to update on here.

Well first off my husband (well ex, but I will explain that in a minute) got back from Iraq ok in June, then in October told me that he wasn't sure that he wanted the "family life" (his words not mine) anymore, Oh and thats after we figured out that I was probably pregnant with our second child. So he sent me and our son away from California back to Utah to live with my Mom and Gpa, then I found out that I am indeed pregnant again...not a week after that I find out that he had an affair, I told him it was over, and he flew up the next day to "work it out", he said that he would end that relationship with this girl named Nicole, this happened in november. So "we" were working on fixing our marriage and then I found out he was still calling and seeing her. I asked him what the heck was going on and why he was still seeing her, and he said "It's not that simple Tiff..." "How the hell is it not that simple....your still seeing her! WHY!? Just tell me, It is simple, just why are you still seeing her?!" I yelled at him... "Tiff she's pregnant..."

Oh yea, I said it....He had an affair the entire time I was up here in Utah with her. I am 8 months pregnant (almost 9), and she is 5 months pregnant....yeah....and so I am divorcing his sorry butt.

So summed up life sucks for me right now... so yeah. Life will get better and I know that. As long as I have God and my family in my life I will be ok.